sheryl

2010-05-24T07:14:00.004+08:00

when the r/s gets long, everything is forgotten. he isnt even scared of anything, maybe even losing me.. ): idk whats his thinking anymore. we quarrel almost everyday. whats the point? i tht that if you love a person you should accept his/her good & bad points. but it doesnt seem like.. ): i try to understand him. & my tolerance level is very low. i tried my best. but we always end up quarreling. he said he dont like my attitude/character. but, fact is, i've been like that way long before you know me. if you dont like my attitude/charater why choose me as your gf? thats what im wondering. but it may seem offendsive to him if i ask him this. idw to quarrel when i ask him this.. not worth it. so i rather keep it with me in my heart. he says im rude or whatsoever. but i dont think so, all the while, this has been my way of toking. i really dont know.. we quarrel over small little things w/o giving me the chance to explain or say anything. you just simply cut me off. now a days, i dont even feel that im impt to you anymore ): you do your own stuff, ignoring me or how i feel. i dont wanna speak up. im not stopping you to do anything, but i really hope if you would understand me ): idw to say much, cos i know posting this, there's gonna be endless quarrels.. )': sigh. being in a r/s is so difficult ): maybe your a good bf but im a lousy gf :\

2010-05-19T21:54:00.002+08:00

first part of the r/s is always sweet. the later part is always filled with quarrels & sorrows. why does r/s has to be like this? does it apply to all the r/s or to only my r/s? i dont know. i cant think of anything now. all i can do is just, cry under my blanket. no appetite to eat no mood to watch tv or play games. or whatever. tried to slp but i end up waking up & cry instead. i made my dog sleep hoping that i can slp with him. in the end, he slp until so happy. me end up looking at him slping.. sigh. what has become of the world? ):

2010-04-14T17:28:00.002+08:00

this was taken in ps toilet, hahaha!

this few days, i've been at home. maybe i've stop school? & can only be back to school 2 months later, its something like a suspension but it isnt. i've got lots of picture to update, went prawning/crabbing with friends. well, im waiting for a bitch to upload her blog before i can take the pictures, hahaha! im so bored. bankai/audi anyone? people who play bankai, add me (: im known as "Rainporo" in bankai. gonna get a job soon. any job intro anyone? & i miss my sissy ; xiaotears! awwww. she must be so touched to see this. with her pic above, hahaha! byeeeeee, im gonna bankai.

2010-03-31T16:16:00.005+08:00

cute chubby cheeks, LOL! just kidding ^_^

hey peeps im back! hahahaha! haven blog in a month! but my blog isnt dead, hahahah! SOME people keep asking to upload, & yeah, i did. i changed the songs, edit the links & everything. its was dead tiring. after i editted my blog i went to slp. less than 5 minutes i died on my bed. my neck was eff-ing pain. it felt like it cant move anymore. cramp, lol. & yay! i got lots of new songs! hahaha! i know i sound so kiddy. but its alright cos my picture up there alr looks kiddy ^_^ HAHAHAHA! anw, imma good girl now. i go to school everyday, although im very fcking unwilling. but i dont have a choice alr. i alr sign the undertaking & the school will expel me if i even do a little mistake. cannot afford that to happen, lol. In school i'll be a good girl but when im out of school, i'll remain my havoc life! :D heheh, yeah, of cos i'll be very tiring. so i'll be cutting down on my havoc life. sad to hear this right? ): yeah, im sad to cut it down to, lol. but i dont seem to have a choice ): school is school, play is play. right? (: anw, lets not tok about school. the hearing of the word 'school' makes me sick :\ will blog again another day ^_^ bye peeps.

xiaotears :

SISTER! THIS PICTURE IS CUTE CHUBBY CHEEKS. NOT FISHBALL CHEEKS! LOL. STOP CALLING ME FISHBALL! I KNOW YOU LOVE YOUR LITTLE CUTE FISHBALL. I LOVE YOU TOO ♥ SMOOCHIES! HAHHAHA!

2010-03-31T02:15:00.002+08:00

hey baby. look at my blog. heheh. nice right. my shoulder dam pain! my leg cramp! i sit down bout 2-3 hours just for this! god, tmr got school ): need sleep soon. will blog again another day. lova ya♥ (:

2010-02-26T14:27:00.005+08:00

somehow, i found this picture nice, LOL.

blur? but sweet. heheh.

hi everyone, this is my sister name xiaotears, does she look like a tweety bird making her hair? AHHAHAHAH! hi sis, do you see yourself here? *shy*

actually, i still have alot of other pictures. my overdued pictures from japan still have alot haven upload, HAHAHAHAA. hmmmm. im posting today cos im feeling happy! heheh, x.tears misses me, huimin misses me. everyone misses me! YAYYYY. so i decided to go cube today. LOL. i feel so lame now. HAHAHHA. but still, its ok. cos im very happy. oh well. today's common test was crap shit. i chiong my art like shit, i swear. for 2.5 hours i chiong 3 pieces of art work. ok la, not so bad right. i need to have 5. but i think at last i can do 3 better than none, heheh. happy to see my post right? so many people keep rushing me to post, LOL. i say slowly slowly, this kind of things must relax. HAHAHAHA. hmmmm, im suppose to be bathing now :x but im blogging, HAHAAHHA. x.tears waiting for me *shy* okok, i'll go bathe now, mwahs!

2010-02-05T16:10:00.003+08:00

haven been uploading blog in a long time. im very very pissed off now. i quarrelled with my father very badly. like what the hell, small small thing also want quarrel. than he said i threaten him & all that. & i got a joke to share with you guys. I DROP MY HANDPHONE IN PORRIDGE. HAAHAHHAHA! its spoil now, but you guys still can contact me. i got a new phone. dumb right. i was eating & texting than suddenly my phone felt hungry & down it goes :x hmmmm, been very busy lately. school reopen. sucky. i had all kinds of punishment la. what the fck. i drop a few sticks in school while i was walking. unluckily, one of the dm saw, so did the vice principle. smexy job i did right. hahaha! oh, & yesterday. smth very funny happened. sugar for $80 anyone? lmao :x anw, i feel like changing my blog song, any idea anyone? plus, who has link for contact lenses, please tag my blog. interested in buying lenses, thnks ^_^

2010-01-16T12:57:00.004+08:00

yesterday was a dam bad day, i swear. i went out about 11.45 in the morning, i did go to school! good girl alr right! heheh ^_^ hmmmm, i went out bout 11.45 met vivian went for the aston's interview thingy. actually i had to go to NAFA for my art classes till 2. but i didnt :\ i regretted -_- oh well, its ok. i shall take my time to learn. i was dead bored sitting near the aston's shop. so i called bunbun over :x she came & we both left to iluma & bugis junction to walk around. we went to cube after that, its was like dam empty la. everyone comes in the evening, haha! me & bun were dam sad so we decided to get some alcoholic drinks, we went to carefour to get it. after that, we went to 7-11 to buy ice & went cube to drink. oh well, she cried dam badly yesterday. me & bun drink till bad headache -_- not only that, we both did something stupid :\ we went to daiso to buy penknife, so i guess you all should know what we did. it was dam funny la! we bled profusely & i couldn't take the disgusting bloody feeling. so i swang my hand ard & the blood flew abit & went "drip drip drip", LOL. went back cube to slack & watch night movie. when i suddenly receive cjm's message :\ mode spoiler. oh well, i think thats how my parents know what i did outside.. so, i gotta be careful. oh i didnt mean cjm was a mode spoiler, i meant navy blues are mood spoilers -_- im going off now, tata (:

xiaotears dont love me anymore ): she love joyi ): im sad!

2010-01-11T23:18:00.007+08:00

ohh, maybe i just suddenly have the feeling to blog cos im like dead bored. i really dont know what to do anymore. im lost, very lost in fact. why is it always like this? i have to keep thinking & stressing myself up. what the hell is wrong man? i mean like why always me?! firstly, im not really on good terms with my parents. whenever i dont feel like going to school they will say come let's go school now i sign the form for you to quit school. but thats not what i wanted. i mean, i need some break. im freaking tired. ton every now & than :\ & than my younger sister's following my footsteps. shes's like into smoking & gum. which is unhealthy la -.- fck, if this is not going to stop, i'll go crazy. & i have problem with person A. Person A really makes me feel like .... dying. & if he/she come to my blog to read it. he/she will be like asking "Person A is me uh?" god-dam-it, help me someone. im like not close to anyone now. i mean close, yeah. but not really trustable :\ sigh, im like suppose to go to skul tomorrow. but i think im like tired & lazy :x so intended to tell my mother theres no school tomorrow. actually i alr did. but she dont believe me. so be it, i'll just continue sleeping tomorrow. long time since i post so long right? haha!

& fck you understand is my freedom of speech, if you dont like the way i speak than get lost la. dont ask so much, thnks.

2010-01-03T18:24:00.007+08:00

haven been posting for quite some time. was quite busy. hmmm, actually im suppose to be out now. im just waiting for, idk what. im just dead bored. school's like re-opening tomorrow. study time! hmmm, i really feeeeel tired throughout the whole holidays. & my contact lenses are giving my problem :\ im going out alr, bye peeps :D will blog someday when im really freee. & everything you wish to know will be on that post (:

anw, happy new year everyone!

2009-12-19T11:56:00.009+08:00

japan's toilet bowl has heater :o dam cool
taken in japan (:

before leaving japan :P

im back from japan peeps. within the 8 days i was in japan, many things happened. when i come back from japan, i was dam fcked up. mayb it is fade. i have decided to mia cube alr. now to me, nth is more impt than myself & my dog. mayb i shall go back to era & train my skills. concentrate on audi & not care bout paikia. enough of nonsense. dont need anymore trouble from anyone please. enjoy the pics (:

2009-12-06T22:34:00.003+08:00

hey peeps! im going to japan in 3 days timeeeee :D will be back 8 days later. heheh! tomorrow i will be buying my contact lense & stuffs after that pack my bag. tmr mayb i will be going to cube mayb not. im wearing my sister's contact lense now which is like 300 degrees, so do not blame me for any typos. i really cant see a single thing. my contact lense expired & its hurting my eyes, so irritated! anw, if you guys need to contact me, my number is 96279355. i wont b blogging so often anymore (: tatas!

2009-11-22T14:24:00.005+08:00

my cute little sister ^_^

guy's "side burns" LOL.

uhm, that isn't my specs, LOL.

hey peeps! its been a long time since i've been blogging. i've been busy going out everyday. my eye bags have been growing bigger & bigger daily too. how the hell to read the www.sogou.com? i want to download songs but i cant read, LOL. hmmmm, tough life. anything you guys can contact me by phone alright? my phone is always with me ^_^ updated new songs. hope you guys enjoy it. & been very sick too. running around 24/7, which makes me weaker :\ my hair's like cui. never take care of it. heheh! mayb soon i'll make my hair niceeeeeeee. ok, this is so random i know. LOL. oh well, i miss my school mates, ah-ha! so much for "Studying". im dead bored at home. im like suppose to be at cube now. but im still at home blogging. need some entertainment :\ im dying of boredom! tata (:

2009-11-13T16:44:00.003+08:00

hai everyone! i'va got a retarded boyfriend! i love his english. because his types so "sacary". ok, im being retarded now. LOL. "sacary" actually means scary. his dam adorable. take a good look at this. have a good laugh on the november 9's post, LOL.

http://kira-andmysevencolour.blogspot.com/

ok, i shall post another day. cos im lazy to upload pictures :x heheh! tata, tc peeps!

2009-11-06T14:20:00.006+08:00

hey peeps! i haven't been blogging for long right, everyone wants me to update, LOL. yeah, recently alot happened to me. i run away from house like twice in 2 weeks, AHAHAH. silly right, ton ton ton until become worst than a pandaaaaa! life's tiring. & i forget something! i've got camp yesterday. LOL. school camp. i'va totally forgotten that i still have skul -_- so i went to dye my hair & after 2 days of ton-ing, i just came back yesterday night. i missed the bloody camp! waste $.$ anw, im gonna update links & songs. anything you guys can just contact me by phone (:

2009-10-15T11:58:00.003+08:00

its not a dead blooog! im back! hmmmm, haven posted for so many days, busy going out everyday. but didnt go out yesterday & today. cos im sick sick sick. but i think im going out later :x LOL. maybe jcube or tpy? or sembawang? LOL. see first :P hmmm, audi's bored :\ im gonna audi first than maple,

tc peeps ^_^

2009-10-05T11:53:00.004+08:00

hey peeps! its been a long long time since i blogged :D hmmm, exam periods. sorry didnt post last few days, was going out late nights or playing audi. & miki's alright now! his sleeping like a dead log :x so soundly ^_^ sometimes, i think theres lots of hypocrites around me. i dont wish to elaborate. enough of nonsense (: backstabbing here & there. bitching around. im not scared of you also. neither are you scared of me. so whats the point quarrelling, you tell me? lol. dont wanna tok bout you. anw, yesterday i went to cathay to watch phobia2. LOL. dam retard. the scary part come i use my hands cover my eyes :x retard right! but overall the movie was fine ^_^ & i tink im gonna be lame, LOL. i started playing maple agn :x

goodbye era♥

2009-09-28T16:57:00.004+08:00

exam periods are here! oh my gosh! if miki dont get better i cant concentrate on my studies either ): today was english & chinese compo. like zomfg? i brought some electric chinese dictionary which idk how to use, so i asked my friend to teach me, LOL :x today english paper i wasted ard 30 - 45 minutes staring at blank air :\ i wrote but i tink will fail :\ my chinese? dont need say, lolol. tomorrow's oral. anw, i went to see baby justnow! so cuteeeeeeeeeeee! omg, he keep jumping ard, like moron :x heheh! the vet says if he didnt vomit today, he can come out tomorrow, HAPPY I TELL YOU! he can come home tmr :x heheh! excited for baby to come home!

tc baby♥

2009-09-27T12:16:00.008+08:00

went to find x.feng at simei ard midnight yst, lol.

me & darling & plaza sing ^_^

i just quarrel with my unreasonable mother -_- forget it, dont talk about it. yesterday when i went to visit miki boy, his seems weaker ): but he keep jumping. so i took him out of the cage & carry him. so light ): & i can feel that he wants to go home ): i wish i can bring him home, but i want him to recover fast too ): & what-the-fck. today sunday cannot visit him -_- the vet close. moron -_- i miss himmmmmmm! yesterday i went out, all the way shag thinking of miki. his like my treasure, lolol. sighhhhh, dont tok about it, make me more sad only.

miki boy, tc♥

2009-09-26T00:14:00.004+08:00

after school, i came home, i called "miki" than my maid said he went to the vet. i was like why?! she said my dog vomitted till he cant even walk. no energy ): my heart dam pain -_- so i decided to visit him at the vet's place. than, he saw me he was like dam excited. he keep jumping around. my cute baby♥! when i see his hand got the drip. i crieddddddd ): very pain leh! still put on my baby's pawpaw. idiots! >:( i put drip on your head la! rmb to get well soon ok? im waiting for you to come back baby. i know i sound so retard calling a dog my baby :x im like used to it, ps :x

dearest miki♥,

baby, get well soon! come out of that vet's place. come homeeeeeeee! i miss youuuuuuuuuuu ): sleep in my air-con room with me ): please please come back soon. dont jump ard or else you sprain your leg. & please eat your food. be a good good boy. i love you!

2009-09-23T20:37:00.004+08:00

): today's a sad sad day. miki baby's sick. he look so pale, tired and slpy. & idk what to do ): i see him like this my heart pain. he keep vomitting so i took him to the vet. the vet says his stomach too much acid. than give him medicine. took his blood test. & x-ray. heart painnn like really sadddd ): his like 2.5kg. so skinny! when we reach home, he slept all the way. refuse to eat or drink medicine. we have to force him to eat. than he keep running away from us :x so cuteeeee :x i hug him he keep struggling, than he hide his mouth on my leg, refuse to let people force open his mouth dam funny. until now ): his still slping nooooow. his so smelly but cannot bathe cos just take the blood test. tommorrow than can bathe. justnw we feed him his medicine he still vomit ): sighhhh baby boy! get well soon!

edit : now i finally understand the word "cherish". whenever i hear the song be with you. it reminds me of our memories. we slack together ; almost everyday. anw, all is over. just enjoy your life & tc. i dont wanna be a freaking toy to anyone anymore.

i love you miki♥

2009-09-21T12:48:00.003+08:00

im dead boreddddddddddddd, so im gonna post nonsense :D

Red warm tasty fruity sparkling cold good spicy freshyellow tomato banana apple milk chicken beef venision lamb cucumber chilli food onions pepper tasty sweet nourishing potatoes delicate healthy smooth herbs tea cheese lemon oilnatural fun cooking inviting blue treat white pleasure brown crunchy toasted crispy execellent vegetable appetizing mixed flour boiled tea delicious coffeebakery organe salad fruits ice crispy bread gold sugar salt cool ice.

i learn being retard from monster lun, LOL.

end♥

2009-09-19T14:30:00.017+08:00

i was looking at something & than my maid took my rdm picture, haha!

after so many times, finally he looked into the camera, but he was struggling! look at his paws!

1st attempt : he didnt want to take picture with me ):

look at his nice features! cute isn't it!

let me intro you this cute little ting ; miki! my baby's slping on my bed! naughty boy!

this is me & peiling lying down on the floor, LOL.

this is xenia, the gurl who never fails to cheer me up whenever im down ^_^

this is peiling (: aww, dont emo! i love you ^_^

and she wanted me to post this, LOL! ^_^

this is suvd :D

see my friend's one so nice ): not fair!

it turns out like this! LOL. like monster right. i know :x

tuesday art's work. i was suppose to draw like this, but...

hai people! im suppose to go out. but im like blogging, hahaha! many pictures right :x LOL. dont look at my art work please, its horrible. & not finished yet. so ugly -_- i wonder how i pass my n lvl art :x yestesday's outing was fun! we all had fun right renamers? ^_^ heheh, the korean buffet was not bad. opps :x forget to take picture of the food, hahahah, i was like so scared of the fire thingy. than monster lun purposely scare me more! ): monster really monster, LOL. i missed outings like this ): sadly yesterday some people cnt make it ): awww, its ok. try to make it for the next outing ok? ^_^ tata, im going to era.

Dreams huat!♥

2009-09-17T22:31:00.007+08:00

apparently, some one keeps reading my blog for idk what reasons. she wanna gossip bout me or smth? shes finding a topic to gossip abt or smth like that. And and and, she goes ard asking people about information for me. jealous or what? i know im much more prettier than you, you dont need to act as if you big also. than go check on me, for whatever reasons. what is this. nonsense man. who are you to me? dont try to hypnotise people with your psycho talk la, common man. you think you anyhow psycho personA she wont tell me what you say is it? whatever man, i cant be bothered with you. exams are coming! heheh! jys for your exams people, especially lim peiling :D study hard peeeps! tomorrow's Dreams outing! Dreams huat! HAHAAH! anw, i've changed & edit my blog songs ^_^

& you prove me right. you fcking hongster. you are a bastard. bye.

tc peep ♥

2009-09-12T01:23:00.002+08:00

this proves that im right. all guys are the same. they just wanna have fun, after that they will just throw you away, hahaha! Me loving you is a mistake. you were just kidding & i took it seriously? god, this proves that im a moron, lol. my heart'slike wound on another wound. lol , anw, today i went to sotplug's chalet. im so dead tired now, im going back to my audi ^_^

tata, tc peeps ♥

2009-09-09T23:33:00.003+08:00

_ _ _ _ _ _ you are a bastard! i hate you! GRRRRRR! >:( !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why! ):

2009-09-07T18:10:00.007+08:00

alright peeps. today i met peiling. we were like. going ard pranking people! LOL! we had nth to do, so we started pranking. its was dam super fun. seriously! hahaha! mayb tmr i meeting her agn, i'll see first. hmmm, as for you.. uhm.. i'll try my best to forget you ): ... ok, lets not tok about that. we pranked more than 10 people. they all was like, who are you! LOL! we went ard like. im blah blah blah. my friend ask me to tell you she like you. they all blur, whose ure friend? & than we anyhow bomb name, LOL! i know its dam lame, but seriously its fun. im going to find more numbers to prank! heheh! >:D gurl, we're gonna have fun after ure probation ends ^_^ heheh. hey peeps im blogging almost everyday now! :P

LIM PEILING IS LOVED!♥

2009-09-06T10:24:00.002+08:00

nabei, if ppl didnt tell me anyting i still don't know. so in your eyes im just a buang girl who bugs you everyday. i know everyting now. how many girls you asked for stead when you with me. you never changed in the first place. the love for you is beginning to turn to hatred. haha, whatever, if you think im ugly so be it. its not as if your so handsome right? don't be stupid la. out there, theres plenty of people who appreciates me. they think im cute or smth. not like you. only know how hong & critisize me. what can of 'boyfriend' are you. haha. i can't be bothered with you anymore. i don't wanna care bout you anymore. go do what you want.

bye♥

2009-09-05T23:35:00.007+08:00

No point, right?

really sometimes, i really keep thinking be it public or home. i couldn't concentrate about what i'm toking. its like, i kept thinking. when you need things, you come to me. when you don't need anyting, you push me aside as if im invinsible. like, i really don't know how to explain. its unexplainable by words. you know, i feel that im just your little toy toy. haha, i dare to say. i did alot for you. as for you? what have you done for me? look at the scars on my hand, why did i do it? for you. why must i pg to numb my pain? no im not dumb. i need too & have too. i can't tolerate the pain you've done to me. you don't like me to go era, i seldom go alr. everytime i go we will quarrel & i don't want that to happen. i did plenty for you my dear boy .. do you even know how much im suffering? i doubt you care, you will be like. 'aiyah, this gurl again. so irritating everyday msg me, waste my fone money' right? i don't know. i was just predicting that you was thinking that way. im not accusing you. you always fail to make me believe you. you said that this girl, that girl was just your ordinary friend. whereas when i ask, they say your their boyfriend? i've suffered for 1 month 13 days. im very very tired of this nonsense. maybe its time to give up on you & move on with life. i hurts me. yes, alot. but seriously, what can i do? nothing at all, if you want my body & not my heart. i rather, don't wanna know you neither do i bother wanting to know you. really, its not like i have no other choices, i've got plenty. why must i keep suffering? i really don't understand. you said i was irritating today right? i won't bug you anymore. im sorry being your irritating 'friend'. im sorry knowing you. im sorry 'hurting' you. im sorry ever getting in your life. from today onwards, sheryl is not going to be the gurl you know anymore. im giving up. sorry, really. think back, the hurt you've done to me. everyone advices me to break. my friends out there? everytime i say the word spider, they will be like 'aiyah that guy again! just forget him la. seriously, i don't believe you can't get a better guy.' ever since i know you i've been so shag for the past 1 month 13 days. yeah? everytime i go era, they see my face. they will be like 'rainbow why so shag again! everytime i see you, you so shag. cheer up ley.' even my friends bother to cheer me up. what about you? i've been thinking alot. i rather do what i like & not suffer being your toy. bye for the last time. & from the start i didn't even play you & i didn't even intend too. tata, the sheryl you know today is a strong girl (:

thanks for cheering me up guys ^_^

2009-09-02T11:51:00.003+08:00

darling took this for me :D

naughty mr.greedy! horhor :P

boring day -_-

hahaha, im going out soon. i love my mr.greeeedy! hehe, so cute right?! mummy wanna go make her hair, she asked me along. YAY, atm machine :x can shop & make hair nice nice. LOL! sounds so bad, but but. hmmmm, i need to meet peiling after skul, pass her tings. nid to rush for timeeeyy! -_- i hate to rush, but no choice, haha. hmmm, maybe soon i will chnge my blogskin (: i wanna buyyy some studsss from simei ): mayb later im going there. 3.30 counseller with mummy -_- no, im not crazy. mummy just don't know how to teach me or should i say control me? anymore so she went to the counseller for help -_- im not a naughty gurl in fact :P im a very very good girl. audi patching & my spider baby don't know doing what ): im soso bored! im gonna change clothes to go out alr :D tata everyone <3 if anyting crops up, just call me (:

2009-08-31T19:39:00.003+08:00

i hope i don't need to think anymore.. haha, anw. dearest spider, i promise you that i will post ure name up here. & here it is :P honoured right baby? HAHAHA (: hmmm, i think.. within this one month, we've gone through alot alot. although it is very tiring for us.. & .. but its ok, we will last long right? (: my EOY exams are coming! im dying of heart attack ): its like. zomg? wtf? scary! i don't wanna retain ): im gonna meet xenia now, tata peeps! take care (: & you people are thinking too much la. why keep speaking nonsense and not the fact? stop asking me la, i alr said no. we don't want to say anything, stop asking la. k-p-o(s).

I LOVE SPIDER BABY <3

2009-08-27T16:35:00.002+08:00

cb! i just log in blogspot than i accidentally swallowed my lip stud! angry! ok, forget it. im going to close my lips piercing. i think i've swallowed millions of studs & im dying soon. tired of it -_- i haven't been blogging for 4 days. in this 4 days many things happened .. why is is like this? i keep everything to myself. suffering in pain. some say its not worth it. but i think its worth it .. just for you .. forget it. save my explainations. nobody's gonna care. so why should i bother to even type it out. tomorrow's nicole's birthday. she asked me to ton. but i'll see first. because, idw the tonning to make us quarrel agn. our r/s is soso strained now. believe it or not? feel it or not? -.-, crazy alr, sryyyy. tata. im going to audi.

2009-08-23T13:27:00.002+08:00

happy 1st month baby! i love you forever. sorry for ignoring you last few days ): i still love you, my feelings to you haven fade. hahaha! we will last right? mwahs! <3

2009-08-20T11:48:00.009+08:00

i kept thinking. & i wonder why..........

you always hurt me deep in.. why is it always like this? people tend to tell me bout what you've done. i have a very strong feeling you're just playing me & not sincerely love-ing me for the sake of love-ing. im so sick & tired of this.. im soso sad. you noe, im so sick until i can hardly walk. & i heard from many people you jio-ing pathetic? its ok.. it really is. but if you wanna jio her.. i rather you break with me first. stop hurting me soso deep. you noe, its not like i don't have other choices.. i've got many other people jio-ing me. but why, am i still not over you? after all you've done to me. i really don't know. theres many things i wanted to tell you. but i cnt. cos if i tell you, we're break for sure. esp wan the r/s is not stable. i've been waiting for you to give me a chance to tell you this. when the r/s is stable, i will. but somehow, it doesn't seem that it will be stable. & it hurts... alot. im so speechless. you shag? what about me?

3 more days to our 1st month ani, can we last?

2009-08-18T17:22:00.003+08:00

im sorry love,

its was all an misunderstanding. hahaha! my cute little baby, as days goes on, my love for you get deeper (: 6 more days to our 1 month ani, hahaha! & soon your probation will end & than you can come out as usual & i'll be your cute little perfect girlfriend <3

I LOVE YOU DEAREST♥

2009-08-17T21:01:00.002+08:00

farewell buddy, i don't know what to say anymore.

when you fall in love, dun get too hypotised in it. otherwise ure heartaches. just like mine. but i think i'll be fine. whatever i've done, just take it that im stupid. haha, yesterday after that goodbye message i wanted to sleep. but i kept thinking bout it. worth it or not? only i can answer that myself. today i had comment test, but i didn't go to school. yeah, im not crazy. i don't want to retain. im just not in my right mind. i kept thinking about this. even if i went for the exam paper, can i concentrate? haha, forget it. i bet you don't understand how i feel. many people have been advicing me to break with you, i just said, its ok he won't play me. you all think too much. but it seems everytime i go era, people will tell me things bout you. you hong all this. everytime people talk to me, i hope they won't speak bad about you. but it seems like all is wasted. my love for you is nothing to you. so from today onwards no matter what you say, im not going to believe. the hurt you did to me, one day, some day, you will feel that too. bye.

2009-08-11T19:34:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a tiring day, ard 12 sometime i woke up. i went off to meet kazawa for xiaoc's birthday. when i was at vivo, we bought the train ticket went off to sentosa. kazawa didn't tell me we were going to sentosa. so, i was like wearing whole black, some more long sleeves & skinnys. nuts isn't it?! have you ever seen someone wearing full body covered to sentosa, in a hot weather? lolol. let's not tok about yesterday alr, crazy day. i swallow-ed to lip studs yesterday >:( i've smth to say! i think this time im officially mia-ing era. yeah, thnks era people for company-ing my while i was there. i think im going nuts soon. look, i have no idea what i should do anymore. & im like talking to myself all the time, like a crazy woman in a way.

2009-08-09T11:59:00.003+08:00

happy national day everyone !

the one above is my darling ^^ cute isn't it ? HAHAHA !

i owe this picture very very long ago :x

hmmmm , im going out soon . so i cnt blog much .

will b back later to edit my blog ^^

bye for now ! im going in audi (:

edited : today was a dam tiring day . after i left house i waited for xiaofeng , than we went to era together , went to era meet weiwei they all . at abt 8:22 when the pledge is taken , we were still at siglap kfc eating :x around 8:30 we cab down to esplanade . we wanted to watch fireworks but we were too late ): we missed all the fireworks . since we were at cityhall mrt . we walked to marina square to walk ard. alot of people , very squeezy & tired. so we decided to find a place to sit down to rest. after that , we split ways. some off to era, some off to their home sweet home.

2009-08-06T21:51:00.003+08:00

what the fck is wrong with the world nw ? im-sick-and-tired-of-this. read this moronic fools . im saying stop it ! enough , whats wrong with you . like common , im a human being & i dun find troubles for no reason . so whats wrong ? whats with all of you ? enough of ure lj attitude ok. IM TIRED . read this . & now im saying . i want to mia era . i want to mia from you all . i want mia my rainbow acc & play my other acc . i hate everyone in rainbow's buddylist . i hate hate hate ! while im typing all this . im oso dam sad . so what if im a cheerful nut ? i will still collapse . im a human like you all . i got limits. i tahan till a certain limits i cnt tahan alr . i just fcking . idk how to say . who noes what i'll do . idw to make trouble ): idw all these to happen ): why is all this happening to me . i cnt tahan anymore ): how long can a cheerful nut tahan ): iva lee baobao . i treat you as my friend . tats why i've been so so patient with you everyone noes how nice i treat you . & if ure doing this to me now . im telling you . i cnt tolerate you . im sorry , maybe i was too harsh with my words . i apologise for that . other than that i don't think im in the wrong . now , i need some one to prove to me every single thing that is going on. i don't trust anyone now . you wanna noe everyting . fine , i'll tell you . but you must tell me the truth . you really wanna be with me or you're just playing with me . you always say i play with ure feelings . do you have any prove ? you say i hong ? & wheres ure prove ? put ureself in my shoes . you always say i hurt you ? do you noe how much you've hurt me ? i kept quiet ? i didnt even say anyting ? idw to argue ): my heart hurts. im crying as i type this . but i will try my best to stay strong & not fall . im trying .. im really am . sheryl is a strong gurl . but sad to say . tmr im going to fail you all .. im sorry . after tmr i'll b fine .

2009-08-05T23:07:00.005+08:00

shag uh shag uh shag uh shag uh ! whats wrong with me ? im going crazy alr . its like stress ? why stress ? i oso dunno ! long story . everyday era . boring place , mayb 1 week once or twice still ok . mayb frm nw on i go like this . other days shld do homework , imma good gurl alr ! & mummy become smarter ! omg , she said for every test i pass she give me x-tra $5 & for every homework done $2.50 . but if i never go skul deduct money -_- smart mummy right ? lolol . i oso not stupid . test paper copy frm ppl loh , hw ask fwens for ans . than can go play . but i good gurl will pay attention in class(provided i didnt slp) :\ tomorrow got skul & than cca . if tmr i go its like first time i go for my cca this year ! wat the hell . fri , skul celebrate national day , half day skul ^_^ after tat mayb shopping with mummy or go xiaoken b-day ? lol . i see first . i off com alr . no mood play. bye earthlings .

2009-07-29T23:12:00.003+08:00

i feel so hurt sometimes . seriously , i always tell people , if you're affecting by the words people say , ure a weakling. but me myself gets very affected by it. idk why too . era is really a complicated place . why , on earth did i ever go to that place ? maybe last time it was alright . after bunk close down , everyone's coming to era . its like .. idk how to explain . i miss the old era. where it's peaceful. all friends , no taiji , all play play. now ? alot taiji , ka jiao wei , etc .. its the people there . some people i trusted . who say bad tings bout me & it hurts. why ? when did i ever ka ure jiao wei before ? everyting i do has a reason. seriously , i wun do anyting that wun gain me any good. you people dun understand & just tok bout it ? ok .. im so freaking tired . really , about this kind of things .. its unexplainable how i feel ..

oh well . B i really dunno how to help you . i want to help you . but idk how to . the only way is keep toking to you , which doesnt get into ure head. why , everytime i tok to you , you say you understand & you repeat ure mistake time & again . keep cut everywhere of ure body . is it ure way of seeking attention ? about quinn's ting , i tink you shld let go . seriously , i dun tink its her fault . you ureself . told her , you alr dun like lick you . & yet you make trouble time & again . making it difficult for everyone . i have no rights to reprimand you or anything . but i really really want you to change frm the bottom of my heart . i really have alot of problems which are unsolvable . i really hope you will chnge for the better & stop giving people problem . after you see this if you wanna scold me or what ? spam my blog , be it . anw , i dun give a dam abt going to era anymore ok ? im so sick & tired of that place .. of hearing ppl ka abt my jiao wei . bye people . im sry i had to made you read this stupid post.

2009-07-26T20:58:00.011+08:00

inez took those below for me ^^

big eye bags ):

as promised , pictures are here ^^

oh my gosh . im dead tired. this morning that iva woke me up ! im like so sleepy loh ): havoc uh ! yesterday she slp in my house until today nearly 5 than we leave house . iva go home . i went to era . hmmm , alot tings happen there , dun wish to tok bout it . & my dearest spider , you tink too much ^^ you more important than my bloggy , lol. i love you la spider (: we will last super long ^^ bye earthings <3

2009-07-26T00:45:00.003+08:00

hai , im back ^^ so tired ! gosh . i promise to edit my blog right ? i didnt ? LOL . sorry , im too lazy . everyday go out . ok , today i went out with iva & inez . i tell you , they both sot ki ! its like W T F. they both so hyper keep taking pictures . we took alot alot pictures ok. but but im lazy to put them on my blog , so no pictures for you all , so sad ): ok la will post the pictures soon k . this one promise will do one , LOL . i noe you all miss my cute face ^^ zomfg , so bhb :x im oso nuts uh ! follow them really become ding dong one day , crazy people man. aiyoh , spider uh spider. i love you ok ? (:

2009-07-21T22:55:00.003+08:00

stupid bloggggy ! make me so tired . haven edit finish tomorrow will do it again (: oh well , i noe i haven edit alot of things yet :x i need to remove dead links , link new people up there . edit the url.blogspot tingy , & put my picture in it -_- . lazy sia ! HAHAHAH . i think im going back to friendster , good news or bad ? anw my stupid bloggy , made me miss my audi :\ alright , its ok . grats rename for hitting 140k fp , RENAME HUAT ! <3

2009-07-13T19:39:00.002+08:00

heyhey ! yesterday i went out with darling ~ so fun . we camwhore & laughed as if the whole bus is ours , LOL ! everyone's starring at us okay ! but buey paiseh la , LOL ! got me scared what :x darling with me sure high de :x hmmm , after that we went to era & nickyass was so funny , haha ! okok wan to see pictures ? go to http://joyce--x.blogspot.com/ <~ my darling's blog . HAHAHAHA ! but dun see my pictures la :x shy shy :x LOL , im so tired . i just came home frm swimming . today's terrible . soso tired & my swollen eyes like oh my godish ? aiyoh , i need to get so many things frm different places ! im going to tell papa i nid money to buy things :x HAHAHAHA ! my miki boy so cuteeeee ! his the cutest dog ever , omg . HAHAHAHA , im going in audi , tata <3

2009-07-08T23:18:00.002+08:00

mayb you've change like totally ? when i tok to you i feel weird or like , idk .. sometimes , i sit down thinking why do gurls always have to b the one whose suffering & not guys . why why why ?! so unfair right ?! im on the urge of killing someone & feel like crying at the same time too . like so confused . idk what to do anymore ! whatever i did seems wrong .. or like nobody's understanding what i did ? im like dying soon . my stomach is killing. the pain is unbearable . the pain can make someone fainted . yes , fainted . i almost faint yesterday . sitting down thinking , i get more & more stressed up . & my stomach hurts more & more . IM NOT PREGNANT , lol ! dun anyhow think ok ! just abit of gastric & stomach flu . tmr got skul , wat the fckish . go to skul in this state . shag -_- . idk whether you still trust me or whatsoever , but it seems like you don't anymore. anw , i rmb the memories we had when we were together . mayb its over ? mayb it isn't . oh well . whatever . im like zomfg , so confuse ?! ok la , forget all this man . my freaking stomach hurts badly right nw . im gonna bed alr , nights readers <3

2009-07-07T17:52:00.002+08:00

im like soso sick ): i hardly have enough strength to type. im down with fever , stomach flu , cough & vomitting . its so suffering ): although i vomit like twice alr , my hair still smells good , YAYYY . credit for sheryl :x lol im nuts , fever burn my brain down . hmmmm , im like gonna bathe later & i bet mummy's gonna nag. oh well i wanna go in audi , but i tink i wun have the strength to play ): oh well , go in slack oso good :\ tata earthlings , love ya <3

2009-07-06T22:12:00.002+08:00

hello bloggy , im back. with alot of feelings in me . sometimes or shld i say always like everyday ? lol . ok forget it . i bet you dun understand what im trying to say . this few days , esp today . somehow i feel some sadness in me , haha ! i dun want to explain neither do i want to tink about it . i was at home till 5 ? than i went to bathe & everything , left the house at ard 6 for era. when i was at home , omg the feeling's like suffering . i keep tinking & thinking . so much that i cannot tahan than i went out to have fun . so here i am , blogging nw . tomorrow im going to skul to study ): haha , mayb feelings are fading . you dun wanna contact me or whatever . im fine with it , oh well . what can i do ? lol . ok , enough of toking. im tired of thinking soso much . im gonna like surf the net than go to slp ASAP ? if i can slp instantly , that will b perfect (: love ya bloggy <3

2009-07-01T22:28:00.003+08:00

sometimes im at lost , why do i have a little sister which i love alot & yet she can fail me time & agn .. you noe i really hate those few friends of hers . really , sometimes i feel so hurt when i see her with them . i dun like her to mix with bad companies . i dun wan her to follow my footsteps ): thats why i always scold her . be it public or home :\ im sry , but i didn't want you to turn out the way i am now . if you really understand .. that will b great . but i dun tink you will understand what we had ever done for you . ure still young & you've become like this .. i dun wan to eloborate much , sigh , sandra lim jun yin ! dun b like this ): i miss the old you. i noe you feel guilty when i ignore you , please change back to ure old self ): aiyoh , i really shall stop here . bye bloggy , love ya <3

2009-06-29T20:53:00.003+08:00

first day of skul really you noe , boring & kinda feel like not going to skul anymore :\ im so tired . skul makes me so tired i feel like im typing from my dreams . hahaha ! oh well , my FT keep aiming me ): which is like so unfair . im glad i had a new physics teacher . actually mummy let me decide whether to quit skul or not . i regretted saying i still wanna continue skul :\ k , forget it ! whatever it is . just study sheryl ! <3

hmmmm , acutally my main reason for blogging is because i had alot of tings in my heart . from the bottom of my heart , i really hate people who likes to seek attention from me . you noe , its like . theres this person who keeps bugging me . this person is like lying to me all the time to seek my attention , i mean like seriously . what do you want from me ? just tell me , i'll try to fufil it . but maybe if ure trying to ask for stead or smth , i cnt help . & obviously i will reject it . since i dislike this kind of people . oh well , it's not the first time ure lying to me . & i cnt b bothered to entertain you . haha , sad to hear it ehy ?

& out of a sudden jubeat's like so fun to me . hahahaha ! once agn , mayb i restrt my jubeat :x lose all my skills alr , LOL ! tata im going to audi <3

2009-06-28T13:19:00.002+08:00

im back . lol . its been a week or so ? hahhaha , everytime i blog i have alot of tings to complain . typical singaporean ! HAHAHA. this few days . have been era-ing . school's re-opening tomorrow ! ): nightmares is going to begin alr . but i tink i dun go era more relax :x dunno more tings will not tink so much . tats the best life ! hahahaha ! if you noe too much tings , you ureself will b very troubled . hmmm im going to bathe soon than go for my movie (: mayb my blog's gonna b dead soon . if you guys wanna contact me can get my fone number , hahaah ! tata earthlings <3

2009-06-20T23:25:00.003+08:00

im fuming with anger , what the hell is wrong with my parents ?! old fashion thinking , over protective blah blah . idk what else to say abt them , c'mon la . just because ure my parents whatever you do is right ? you kill people oso you right ? you go court tell the judge , im a mother ley i kill people i right one , is it ?! say what everytime era era era . so what if i era ? if you never hire private investigator to check on me you oso wouldn't noe . do you noe theres a ting on earth called privacy & respect . do you even noe what is that ? so what if ure my parents ? smarter than me ? in terms of what ? working ? of cos , you are good in working cos its ure job , but i go to school too . because thats what im suppose & i have to do it . & so ? dun act as if you noe every single thing about me . im telling you don't ok . get it into that pea size brain of ures. you say i live with you just for ure money ? if you wanna think that way , fine ! take it that i live with you just because of money . if i really wanna do that when im 16 i would have go out & work instead of living in this stupid house. do you understand what is family ? we live together as a FAMILY. get it ? no ? than forget it , think whatever you like ok . i dun wanna care bout ure fcking old fashion thinking . yes , so what if i had super high fever the last two days . im fine nw , my body i noe it better than you . if i say im fine than i am , stop bothering me to eat my medicine cos i hate it . you think i still baby uh ? need you all to remind me everytime everyday every second every minute , omg stop it la ! enough is enough . you can tell me ppl have limits so why are you testing mine ? seriously , im really very lazy to entertain you . never see you tok to me i never hear wan uh ? HAHAHAHA . go & die la .

oh dun worry , im not unreasonable , im angry with my mother only not other ppl , i wun vent my anger on others.

2009-06-16T22:13:00.011+08:00

with candles :o i think w/o candles cuter :x

yasha's birthday cake , i bought it for him :P cookies & cream flavour , hoho !

look ! yorkshire terriers ! cute right ! my dog is suppose to b like this :P

red highlight , hooray ! before hols strt have alr :x not ahlian !

no make up ; one-eyed jack , LOL ! just kidding .

the difference between black hair & red highlights :o

taken with someone's else fone . blur quality , but was asked to post this picture :\

im soso pissed off today ! you mother fcking son of a bitch , what do you take me for ?! a whore ?! fck off & die i tell you . omg , luckily chee ho talk sense into me ! or else that mother fcker i tell you. i reach home still angry like mad uh ! im home early today due to tired-ness. & out of a sudden i feel abit useless :\ like a sudden feel that im soso irritating . am i really irritating ? :\ please i need ure honest comments people . getting tired of everything . mayb its time for me to officially mia ? oh my gosh , this feeling is super terrible . i really hate some fcking people on earth why do they actually exsist actually ? so what if you noe other people ? do you really noe them or are you just trying to act big ? to me you're abit the useless . so what if you've got a scheming brain ? it will help you in future , yes definitely. but dun forget being too scheming is ure greatest downfall dude. no , i shld call you a mother fcking son of a bitch right readers ?! im sure you'll agree with me if you noe what he had done :o oh my gosh , im still in make up . gotta remove it . later mummy kpkb say spoil ure face blah blah . haha ! i noe my mummy's caring :P i miss the past alot , where i had a relax life . fun & excitement coming my way . but now even if its holidays , i feel that its getting more bored than school days ! some how i rather go to school nw this very moment. & i feel that i lost contact with alot alot of people . & i noe many people misses me . hoho ! oh well , pictures for ya . owe this pictures veh long le . enjoy , although im not really pretty , lol ! <3

2009-06-12T23:01:00.001+08:00

oh , im changing my msn to sheryl-rocks@hotmail.com . please take note people <3

2009-06-12T22:36:00.002+08:00

im so tireddddd ! god , why so many jiao wei kias nw a days ? tok tings which make no sense at all . totally , c'mon la . even ppl with no brains oso noe. i've got alot alot of pictures to post . haha ! im just lazy to upload. holidays are so tiring ! i rather stay at home rest ! ohhh ! & the movie 'drag me to hell' come out alr ! i wan watch watch :D YAYYYY . im gonna watch it tmr . hmmm , i think im gonna back to friendster . is that a good news ? ok , im learning facebook & changing my msn . HAHAHAHA , when im bored i go crazy . i'll do every single ting to entertain myself :D cos im the poro ! i noe how to entertain myself , do you ? sigh , audi skills deprove alot ): shag shag . ohhhh . to some people(you noe who you are) , you cnt threaten me anymore , so ? :P got a problem ? now you cannot threaten me , i see what you can do . i feel so shiok to not b threaten by you . HAHAH . fcking aehole :P anw , i really dun believe you some times . i find that ure just seeking my attention aint you ? i feel that you're childish . how old are you & you're seeking my attention ? oh well , i noe you really love me . but dun go to this extend (: it doesnt work on me . im missing so many people ! out of a sudden , i miss school . omg , school ! ure eyes are not playing tricks on you . hahahaa ! shocked ? yeah , have the sudden feel to study again . hoho ! rename's outing is coming ! more fun & excitement is running towards me ! :P YAY-ness ! oh ya ! i just remembered , tomorrow is husky's & potion's birthday ! happy advance birthday to the both of you ! rename huat uh ! woah , finally a long post after such a long time. hahahaha ! anw , im going to feed my dog ! his hungryyy ! & thnks feng feng for the songs :D

2009-06-07T14:22:00.002+08:00

anyone noe how to use facebooooook ? teach me ! i moutain turtle . LOL ! sry for not posting this few days ! seldom audi alr , lol . everyday go out . mayb must train back my poro skills alr . hahaha ! hmmm , yst i was dam fcked up & busy ! morning went for bv bazaar . after that went to lover's house & than eraaaaaa . smth happened , so went to slack than settle some lj taiji . tireddddddddd ! time goes by veh fast . sooon hols is gonna end & my hair's gonna b black agn ): im gonna audi soon , ciaos ! (:

2009-06-01T16:43:00.002+08:00

apparently , there's a spammer name M, Your baby l.ove at my younger sister's friend blog. whatever it is . im just waiting for you to explain to me what you wanna do to my sister . anytime anydate . dun kb warrior me . it doesn't work on me . thnks <3

2009-06-01T12:58:00.002+08:00

so tired . lol . friday went for ahjas's chalet . sat went to 768 . stupid lan so laggy + kb not good :x yesterday i went to zoo & than era . lol ! so tiring walk & walk like an idiotic fool . no maid means i need to cook myself . the best part is idk how to cook ! so i just anyhow cook noodles for myself . hahhaha ! but still nice la . hols is here . wahahahahah ! i sleep until so shiok :x anytime wan slp oso can . when i wan go out oso can . tata im gonna audi (:

2009-05-28T11:32:00.002+08:00

im bored ! lol ! sry for not blogging this few days ! come back ard 11+ everyday than mummy kpkb cnt use com . this few days same . hahaha ! slack , make chocolates . mia era . lol . yeah still go era for license only . hahahha . sian uh . anw , im sry to hurt tis certain some one . i know you never jio people for so long before . idk exactly how long you've been jio-ing me . but you noe tis kind of tings cnt b forced rite ? im really sorry . hope you face the facts & cheer up . dun drink & smk to death :\ hmmmm , later im going to tampines buy my studs . hahahaha . friday , collect report book day . LOL . confirm cnt go out . my results like tis :x sat i freeeee gurl ! sun go zoooooo . hahahha ! i miss it . veh long never go alr (: shall blog some other days , tata ! & those who read at least tag la. my tag board dam sian ley. you all come my blog see see zhao . wah . view & run T.T

2009-05-22T15:49:00.002+08:00

Dancedancerevolution

We, the citizens of ddr.

Pledge to dance according to the arrows.

Regardless of up,down,left or right.

To build a community where we thrash para para.

Based on stepping correctly and not missing.

So as to achieve an S score and make people think we rock.

Parapara

We, the citizens of para para.

Pledge to do as many styles as ddr can.

Regardless of butt shaking,shirt removing or shuffling,

Based on dancing so awesomely that even ddr people worship us

So as to achieve random stares from paserbys and laughter from friends :D

i was blog hopping when i saw this . i almost fall off my chair . i was laughing like a some person who just ran out frm institute mental hospital .

2009-05-22T13:54:00.010+08:00

this taken in cab with sister . LOL ! abit blur , her fone camera :x hahahha !

hmmm . some pictures for you all (:

mr yap (my school vp) is going for a one year course after that his not coming back to bedok view , gosh ! my best vp ever ! ): long story , abit lazy type oso . & suvd is confirm going back to mongolia ): another bad news ! today is a very very bad day >:( but tmr & sun isnt . lol ! i miss everyone ! im so hungryyyyy . lol ! tata im gonna eat than audi .

2009-05-21T10:42:00.004+08:00

heyo earthlings ! im so sry for not posting because i've been reaching home ard 11+ tis few days . sry ! so im here to post :D happy rite ? changed the songs . lol . i've been audi-ing less too . sry audi-iers ! hmmm . wanna see my results ? dun laugh at me please ! lol !
english - 45/100(overall)
chinese - 14 / 60
science - 46.5/100(overall)
geog - 1/50
social studies - i don't know yet.
maths - 14/100(overall)
art - i don't know yet.
but i think im gonna fail all ! mummy's gonna kill me ! ): i dun understand geog & social studies at all . thats why i failed so badly . for maths , paper one my contact lense keep making me auto-cry . how to see ? lol . 2nd paper i lazy do :x im sick agn ): down with fever . im not a weakling ! just over-stress. hahaha ! hmmm . suddenly tempted to play audi xD tata im off to audi . love ya peeps <3

2009-05-18T10:04:00.002+08:00

no one knows my feeling . really . all guys are play boys _!_ mother fckers. shut ure bloody mouth if ure just one k . treat gurls as toys . ahhh , whatever . fck off my life , just fck off ok -.- go jio who you wan & stop texting me la _!_ laocb you plan to jio other people still text me , what you take me for huh ? spare tyre uh ?! really cnt b bothered with you. see one like one . you HND uh ! wat you TXND . you TXND i can commit suicide uh _!_ shldn't b angry over such people , relax sheryl . ignore them . going shopping with mummy later. hahaha ! im sick ): today no skul i think . skarli got . LOL ! die sia . what the hell . cough & cough . dying alr . later i cough until got blood come out . HAHAHA . anyhow think only la me .

2009-05-17T12:40:00.000+08:00

nbcb -.- my r/s with bk nid you care ? hello . its my r/s not ures. mind ure own business la . if im ugly , what are you huh ? very pretty/handsome uh ? put ure name/picture let me see loh ! put number oso can . whatever la . if you are bk very close fwen , you shld respect our decision & not make a big fuss here . & if you really so eh sai than write ure name down . whats there to b afraid of ? i mean like c'mon , doesn't mean must taiji rite. can tok nicely . you think what ? everyone like you uh ? abit gangster huh . than i scared huh . ya . now what year ? 2009 ley. you think you who ? see police zhao uh ? be paikia be until like this ? xia suay ureself only loh . so please huh , dun tok gangster language with me , no use . wan speak , speak english . thanks . & i alr made it clear to bk . if you have any doubts feel free to ask him . idc what you think ok . its my life my r/s , my problem la . c'mon , dun b childish ! why i hurt bk ? think back la hor . you dun even noe anything about our problem . so dun act as if you noe everything . b cos theres some thing you still dun noe . & i can guess who are you . excuse me , mind you . i alr helped him or somethings that you dun noe . if i really want to hurt him deeply would i help him by telling him something anot ? ask ure dam bloody brains(provided you have one) properly la . dun act dumb can ?(opps , i forget ure one) ok , whatever im too lazy to entertain you .

ok , today was dam bored ): i helped my sister baked chocolate & cookies for her class . omg , i did the most. her fwens all go home so early than she slping like a dead log . i had to help cos she was having a bad headache , shes my sister afterall . wouldn't bear to see her tired out . so i offered to helped :\ frm afternoon 2+ until 9+ at night omg . dead manzxc ! really . but the cookies are yummy (: hahaha ! after the cookies come out you will feel that its worth the few hours. after i eat the cookies . my sister shock oso ! HAHAHA . she said the cookies are dam nice . i made some for mummy & fwens (: see im so nice ! hahaha , tired out . tmr no skul (i think) lol ! e-learning day rite ? if im not wrong uh . i abit dumb shit . HAHAHAH . dunno when got holiday when dun have.

2009-05-14T12:38:00.000+08:00

hey bloggy ! im back . hahaha ! im happy for now , who knows later hot or sad ? HAHAHAH . so must b glad im happy now :P im still in skul uni. today art was screwed ! omg , my drawing like PRIMARY ONE ! yes see carefully , primary one ! hell damnit . my score's gonna suck . when i have my paper back . i will take a picture of it & post it . but please , do not laugh at me ! i suck at drawing , lack of practice . everyday go out . hahaha ! today i like siao zharboh go to skul . gan chiong gan chiong left my art file in papa's car , lucky papa's car still at the general office there , or else , cook egg for art . MUHAHAHAHA . happy happy happy ! my dogggggg's so cuteeee today ! soso cuteeee , cnt tahan him . you see him you sure 'wah so cute !' HAHAHAH ! wanna come my house see anot anyone ? wan come my house see just call or text me earthlings ! tata , gonna audi than era after this ! miss ya peepos <3

2009-05-13T14:33:00.000+08:00

nbcb . blog got prob again . lucky i save all the html edits in a file in my com. if not have to re-do everything _!_ all my post gone . nehmind . its oso a good thing . some things you all cnt read. lol :\ tata im gonng bathe . evaaaaaaaaa's coming my housey . than we go new tampines (: oh & some i lost ure links . psps ! will find it back (: